Tuesday, January 19, 2010

I'm going to take a break for a little while.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel thin, like I'm spread out over too many things and I can't keep track of where my edges are. My body feels like a puddle of water, extending out in all directions and falling into cracks and over ledges that I'm too preoccupied to see coming. I've been really shaky lately too. My mind feels anxious and kind of all over the place. I can't seem to focus on any one thing for too long. If you've ever taken too many caffeine pills then you know what I'm talking about. I think I need to cut some things out of my life for a little while and focus on the things that are most important like school and taking care of my basic responsibilities. Hopefully that will work and I will be able to come back and describe what's going on/how I'm feeling better than just posting a bunch of music and lyrics because I cant think it through any other way. Anyway, I don't know when I'll be back on again but I'll try to get better soon. I feel like I have to catch back up to my life before I can write about it.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

musicmusicmusic



The most beautiful thing about music is that it transcends words and emotions. Thus it is able to describe how you're feeling even when you can't do it yourself.

Save You



I wish I could be saved from my raging parents right now. :/

Friday, January 15, 2010

Breathe by Anna Nalick

"There's a light at each end of this tunnel,
You shout 'cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out
And these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again
If you only try turning around.

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, it's no longer inside of me,
Threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

But you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand.
and breathe, just breathe"