Tuesday, January 19, 2010

I'm going to take a break for a little while.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel thin, like I'm spread out over too many things and I can't keep track of where my edges are. My body feels like a puddle of water, extending out in all directions and falling into cracks and over ledges that I'm too preoccupied to see coming. I've been really shaky lately too. My mind feels anxious and kind of all over the place. I can't seem to focus on any one thing for too long. If you've ever taken too many caffeine pills then you know what I'm talking about. I think I need to cut some things out of my life for a little while and focus on the things that are most important like school and taking care of my basic responsibilities. Hopefully that will work and I will be able to come back and describe what's going on/how I'm feeling better than just posting a bunch of music and lyrics because I cant think it through any other way. Anyway, I don't know when I'll be back on again but I'll try to get better soon. I feel like I have to catch back up to my life before I can write about it.

1 comment:

  1. When I have too much going on I feel like that. If I am really busy and stressed, I become a machine whos only focus is to get shit done. Mine might take a back seat as well for a week or two. We will see how it all goes down.

    Gluck with your shit sista.

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